There is something about this time of year which brings out the worst on me. I get so down, i am so down.
Normal people when they feel like this will do something to try and make them selves feel better. Spend extra time with friends, get a new hobby, have a word with themselves and just get over it. I have not done any of those things because they never seem to work for me.
No i do what i always do and get myself into the same trappings as i have done before. The same temptations to which i have fallen prey to many times before have taken somewhat of a hold on me again. I look at myself and think how did it come to this again. Its a vicious circle i seek solace in these things and they make me feel just as bad. It has spiralled out of control of late.
Why am i posting this here...
It is kind of like admitting it to myself so i can do something about it...and i will. Just this time i don't want to run back home to deal with it.
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That in its own way actually made me smile.
I often feel a turn of mood, with the turn of the season.
For me, it comes round each year towards the end of September.
One of the fun things about keeping a blog is that it can be like a diary.
Here's a snapshot of the last few years worth I posted about a month or so ago:
Made in Scotland: Autumn
If it helps, I think it's natural to get a little down. But why not reclaim the night....?
ahoj
I really dont think it is the lack of Sun.
I am a night person as it it!
Its just this time of year doesnt hold good memories for me!
Well I know a lot of people that are having some pretty big problems with it.
I'm trying my best to help those people who are having this winter"depressions" just by trying to make them laugh.
It's a start. And actually there really ARE things to enjoy during autumn and winter. Someone just has to remind you of it!
Please feel free to give me advise how I can help people by getting through their depressions. I've got so much energy that I want to share it with anyone who needs it!
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